surrounded.

surrounded by souls,
beautifully made
to be laughed with to be hugged and amazed

no time no distance could break what we have
a lifetime of growing
hand in hand

we've seen each others best
and seen the worst
we've laughed, mocked, cried, bullied and loved

our hearts our content with these friends
forevermore
our lives making memories for the keeping

- I had a very good night, week, month, year with some amazing, beautiful, funny friends and wouldn't change it for anything :) here is to next year, eyes wide open, hearts dreaming, friends side by side.

Work.

I woke up and nearly jumped (fell) out of bed because I was so scared that I had overslept and missed my 4am work shift, only to find out that it was 12.38am. Stink. All that scaring an waking up for no reason.
These shifts really suck, and I'm hoping and waiting that its just for another week yet and then the lovely girl who left me with them will hurry up and return.
Work is work, and I prefer this to no work so I am grateful. But this is really testing my limits as I'm the most unmorning person you will ever find, I don't do waking up early no matter how much you tell me 'its so nice waking up early, having the whole world to yourself to think, to just have some God time' I can do that late late at night when everyones gone to bed aswell, can't I?

Anyways, ungrateful taxi drivers and men thinking I'm spanish await me. Goodbye for now.
Kthnxbai.

India.

Your sneaking back underneath my skin
every heartbeat becoming yours once again

every thought that escapes, painted in your colours
every word that slips from my tongue,  overwhelming my soul

I miss the smell of your air that I breathed in with each breath, with each deep clean breath that I took it was covered with you
Your chaotic streets the only place I felt peace, amongst the people of an unseen world
Streets painted in every colour we begin to imagine,

my heart left without my permission, without even thinking it became apart of you, you became apart of me
beauty and poverty went hand in hand, the rich and the poor lived side by side

from the day my feet touched your soil I started to dream
dreaming to be so overwhelmingly obsessed with you that I won't have to think
anymore
I will just do.

India, thank you for loving me and never letting go. You are forevermore apart of my life
I dream about you without even knowing.