Today has been a whole day of missing.
Missing Vanuatu and all the children and friends that we made, miss them with my whole heart and would go back in a heartbeat even if I just saw them once.
I miss the life there, the way people trust, love and are just so friendly. It is literally hard to be friendly here, I do try though. I guess its just weird going to SUCH a friendly happy place realising we need so much more love in our lives. Which isn't a bad thing.
Im missing India, the sounds, colours, and feel of that place. It is in my heart and has sunk in deep. I will always love it and that I know. I miss my second family that lives there, and my bestest friend Daya. I miss miss miss her, and her home.
I miss Zoe, our random texts, inside jokes, adventures and how we pretty much think the same, I miss our cups of tea and seeing her all the time. I miss her like I would miss a sister.
I miss my best friends up north (who happen to be my cousins) I miss the mischief we used to (and still :P) get up to. I miss how we can blab on for hours about nothing. I miss how we laugh so hard we literally lose our voices. I miss how we used to all live on the same farm. I miss them.
I just miss alot of things.
But im not going to cry over it because that is a waste of time, I'm just going to ring them, text them, skype them, laugh smile and love.
Missing Vanuatu and all the children and friends that we made, miss them with my whole heart and would go back in a heartbeat even if I just saw them once.
I miss the life there, the way people trust, love and are just so friendly. It is literally hard to be friendly here, I do try though. I guess its just weird going to SUCH a friendly happy place realising we need so much more love in our lives. Which isn't a bad thing.
Im missing India, the sounds, colours, and feel of that place. It is in my heart and has sunk in deep. I will always love it and that I know. I miss my second family that lives there, and my bestest friend Daya. I miss miss miss her, and her home.
I miss Zoe, our random texts, inside jokes, adventures and how we pretty much think the same, I miss our cups of tea and seeing her all the time. I miss her like I would miss a sister.
I miss my best friends up north (who happen to be my cousins) I miss the mischief we used to (and still :P) get up to. I miss how we can blab on for hours about nothing. I miss how we laugh so hard we literally lose our voices. I miss how we used to all live on the same farm. I miss them.
I just miss alot of things.
But im not going to cry over it because that is a waste of time, I'm just going to ring them, text them, skype them, laugh smile and love.
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